Change
Okay, so I haven't made a post in a couple of days...sorry! I'm not used to getting home at 1 am anymore. I don't really have much gas left in the tank, and if I did write something, it wouldn't make any sense at all!
Coming home this time has been a big change. Each of the previous times, life was pretty much as it had always been. Hanging out with friends all day, relaxing, almost as life had been when I left. But this time, every one has gone off to school. It's different...very different. I know it was pretty dumb of me, but I had this idea that time would just stop when I left. That I could come back whenever I wanted and see the same people, be connected just as I had when I left, and resume life as it had been. But people move on. People change for better or worse. Life keeps going when I am not there. I can see that I cannot go back to the life I used to have...it simply doesn't exist anymore and no matter how hard I try, it never will. The memories are wonderful, the people are great, but there is another life ahead of me now. I won't forget the people here, but I won't "live" here either. I want to focus on the present, not the past. It's a tough lesson to learn!
Another thing, I've been trying to figure out a way that every time I make a blog, it would send an email to your email address (you would sign up for it)...but I can't find anything. Are there any technologically savvy people who know what to do? That'd be wonderful if you'd be able to do that!
That's about all for now...I'm sure there will be more soon! God bless you all. G'day.
-Dabumba
posted by Unknown @ 2:51 PM
3 comments
3 Comments:
Very profound lesson about life and moving on. I'm so glad your memories are so wonderful. Your future is too.
Love,
Gma
I agree! You have so much to look forward to, and so much kingdom work to do. I count it a profound blessing to have been able to watch you (and even walk with you) through your journey so far, and I can't wait for all that will happen in the years to come! Much love! God Bless.
-Julie
wow... that seems tough for even me to handle! but it sounds like you are becoming quite wise Jeremiah. :D just know that everybody here still misses and loves you like crazy! :) i will definitely keep you in my prayers... and Jeremy... have i told you lately that i think you're amazing? :D i'm still blown away every time i think of all the simply incredible things God will do in your life because of the faith you have placed in Him. Keep trusting!
Big Hug :D
Abby
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